Temple of the Sky Queen
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anything 10-Aug-20 07:26 PM
I continue to have cracky-related / crackyverse-related dreams without Cracky in them (probably). Most recent was someone joining the old Discord server and launching into another standard boring "why does this still exist" rant. Their username was "teehee" and I initially assumed it was another incident (since he used the name "tee" back in the day), but somehow (can't remember details) I knew it wasn't him. So it's possible that it was actually her. She might have been in the dream after all. Kind of like my dream a few weeks ago about the mysterious cloaked figure who showed up at a crackyverse meetup. Might have been her, might not have been her.
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So if I'm keeping a running tally of my relevant dreams since November: 1 true Cracky dream, 2 Olivia dreams, and 4 crackyverse dreams, 2 of which featured an unknown person that could potentially have been her.
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probably more I can't remember
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also, this channel appears to be visible to those who don't have the "sweet" role, meaning it'll show up on the channel list even for people who haven't gotten past the door puzzle. Unintentional?
anything 11-Aug-20 11:24 AM
Thinking more about the dreams with mysterious figures that might or might not be her. In the real waking world, a person is either "her" or "not her" -- you might not know which, but one must be true and the other false. Those are the only two options. Probably. But in dream world, is it even possible for anything to be 'true' (in the context of the dream) beyond that which is known to you? Is it possible for something to be true without you knowing that the thing is true? Are unanswered questions intricately unanswerable? Or is it possible that dream worlds do have some sort of internal truth that could be hidden from you?
anything 14-Aug-20 04:27 AM
Once again no direct Cracky appearance (at least not in a form I recognized) but some crackyverse relevance -- I got a job with some company and the company ended up being this university in another state where I went to science camp when I was a kid. But the university had been taken over by some cult (and not a cool cult like us) and my workplace was some underground doomsday bunker. And just a few days into the job, a batch of new employees showed up and one of them was Camel and it was super awkward and we were pretending not to know each other.
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🦊 14-Aug-20 04:39 AM
HAH. I had a dream this morning, I guess it would be yesterday then, that Schwil was still alive and he'd faked his death and just moved on with his life, it was weird, in the dream I ran into him at a hardware store, and he had a family and everything. I was so happy to see him.
anything 17-Aug-20 06:55 PM
Found in the archives. I wonder who this was.
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Santi 17-Aug-20 08:38 PM
I remember seeing this very recently
Deleted User 21-Aug-20 08:05 AM
i dreamed that there was a documentary made all about cracky. it was focused more on her personal life than her online life. we were all watching it together on this server
🦊 21-Aug-20 08:07 AM
anything 21-Aug-20 08:09 AM
when I was e-mailing all the e-mail addresses found in the archives, Daisuke was one of the only people to respond, and one of the things he said was "if anything, maybe i’ll think of a half-assed way to make a documentary on the whole thing later on."
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Santi 23-Aug-20 11:36 PM
I remember seeing this very recently
@Santi ah, it was because I had it in my screenshot folder that I occassionally revisit
Santi 23-Aug-20 11:44 PM
this was in there too
anything 27-Aug-20 06:03 AM
Had a weird one involving Cracky's mom (no though). I can barely remember it, but at one point I (and I think some of y'all other nerds) were attending a Pac-Man tournament in the UK and we were in a large outdoor amphitheater watching head-to-head Pac-Man matches on a Jumbotron, and we were sitting in the second row of seats, and Carmen was directly in front of me. And I thought maybe I should ask her about her daughter but I didn't. And then she leaned back too far in her chair and it toppled backwards and her head landed in my lap and she apologized but I said it was fine and I stole one of her hairs and put it in my pocket. The rest is pretty incoherent: several of us were inner-tubing on a river and we were being covertly followed by a white submarine with a (((red shield))) logo on it. And we didn't realize the submarine was following us but when we reached our destination, the man we were traveling to see told us to get out of the water quickly because we were being followed. Our purpose in visiting this man was to buy a horse? So we abandoned our inner-tubes and ran inside the man's house and looked out the window to see the submarine surfacing. A group of angry cheerleaders exited the submarine and they all had swords. But the man we were visiting had a daughter and she was a cheerleader too and she said she'd fight them off while we ran away. So we all got on horses and rode away as fast as we could and there was an explosion behind us but we didn't look back. We arrived at a house where some of my relatives live, and they told us that it was Thanksgiving and the food would be ready soon. Alarm clock.
Santi 27-Aug-20 06:09 AM
hahah that's one action-packed dream
Deleted User 27-Aug-20 07:48 AM
that’s funny because i had a cracky mom dream also. we were friends and everytime id come over liv would never be there : ( but one day her mom accidentally added me in a group chat between her and olivia and was telling her to clean the bathroom and things like that without realizing i could read all the texts lol
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anything 03-Sep-20 12:06 AM
I mentioned this on another channel but I'll put it here for the sake of organization. Dream from a couple nights ago -- there was a mysterious shadowy figure of uncertain identity (recurring theme) and they showed me the "twin" pics:
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and the mysterious figure told me that the photographs were legitimate, not edited. And it told me that I needed to find "the other one". The other twin. Because she was in danger.
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And that's all I can remember from that dream.
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And one completely unrelated dream that I'm going to share just because it was so vivid and weird: it was about a man whose wife was wrongfully sent to jail. He concocted a scheme to allow her to break out. He got a job that gave him access to all the food that was being delivered to the prison. And he started putting steroids in the food. So all the women in the prison got super buff and swole. And eventually they were able to simply punch through the wall and walk out to freedom.
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derez 03-Sep-20 01:26 AM
a few weeks ago, i had like a post-sleep hallucination of her posting new gifs here wearing her old cat ears and dressed in black like in the og photoset. i half-asleeply checked to see if it was real. weird, because i felt i was awake the entire time and don’t have any moment where i “woke up”. (edited)
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anything 10-Sep-20 08:09 AM
You know how when someone is typing something on Discord there's that message saying that they're typing? I had a dream about this very Discord server... we were discussing something, I can't even remember what, when suddly I saw the message: "Schwill is typing..." and it freaked me out so much that I immediately woke up and I'll never know what he was typing
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anything 13-Sep-20 05:07 AM
I dreamed that I found a cloning machine that could bring people in photographs to life -- just put a photo in, and it would create a perfect duplicate of the person complete with all their memories as of the time the photo was taken. So I made an Olivia. I used one of the green shirt pics because I thought they were among the later ones meaning I wouldn't have to fill her in on as much history. (Also because I recently got one of those shirts and I thought we could be shirt buddies.) When she got created she started freaking the fuck out because she didn't know where she was but I explained the situation to her and explained that there was no point trying to run away because she legally wasn't a person & also because the machine had a remote disintegrate function. So eventually she calmed down and realized that being a clone wasn't bad because she didn't have any responsibilities. She was curious about the current status of the real Olivia and I told her I didn't know anything. I let her use my computer to try to contact the real Olivia but she was unable to do so, and every one of her accounts she tried to log into had been disabled or the password had been changed to something she didn't know.
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I told the Discord server about her and posted photos and videos as proof, then I let her chat with everybody for a while. Several people expressed interest in meeting her so I said that anybody who wanted to was welcome to come visit. Before I even provided the address, one person on this server (who I won't name but will refer to as "H") said that they were already on the way and would be arriving in just a few more hours. Eventually "H" arrived and knocked on my door, and when I opened it, I fell for the old "hey does this rag smell like chloroform" trick and passed out. When I woke up, "H" and my Olivia were gone. I thought oh well, I can just make another one, but then I saw that "H" had smashed the cloning machine beyond any possibility of repair. Which was really a shame because we all could have had an Olivia. Maybe it's a metaphor for commodities becoming devalued by overproduction. If everybody has an Olivia, nobody has an Olivia?
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🦊 13-Sep-20 05:18 AM
I find ironic that you didn't make a back up of the back up, but I guess having an Olivia around would be kind of distracting and make it hard to think clearly.
anything 13-Sep-20 05:19 AM
Dream logic + I was afraid if I made two of them they'd start making out or something instead of talking to me.
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🦊 13-Sep-20 05:22 AM
Livvies, making out. I'm not seeing the problem... (edited)
anything 13-Sep-20 05:28 AM
Well you're not the one who would have to clean up the mess. My apartment is small and I have a 'no lewdness' rule.
🦊 13-Sep-20 05:30 AM
Well good luck bonking the unbonkable.
Deleted User 13-Sep-20 09:22 AM
haha i really hope “h” was not me. it sounds like “h” probably stole olivia for themselves and crushed the machine so nobody else could have her. otherwise an interesting dream, we could have had a whole army of olivias
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anything 13-Sep-20 09:46 AM
It's an interesting question, if person A commits a crime in person B's dream, whose fault is it? A? B? Both? Neither?
Santi 13-Sep-20 10:03 AM
Cool story
slimetime 13-Sep-20 10:23 AM
it depends, I'd say neither
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but maybe it means A did something irl that B thinks is evil
jos 14-Sep-20 10:26 AM
if everyone has an olivia world peace happens
anything 14-Sep-20 10:28 AM
if the Olivias also get Olivias then we have an infinite recursion problem
slimetime 14-Sep-20 10:34 AM
what if the Olivias take over earth?
anything 14-Sep-20 10:36 AM
just keeping the family traditions alive, I guess
slimetime 14-Sep-20 10:42 AM
They'd probably be better leaders than the ones we have, anyway
jos 14-Sep-20 10:46 AM
they would buy antartica and name it cathartica
anything 15-Sep-20 05:00 AM
I dreamed that Cracky hid secret messages for us in the lyrics of the song "Switch" by Will Smith but I couldn't decypher any of it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzUozo1628U
WillSmithVEVO
Will Smith - Switch (Official Video)
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Song was originally released February 2005... pretty early in Cracky history but she could have used precognitive skyqueen powers.
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https://genius.com/Will-smith-switch-lyrics
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I'm not seeing any obvious hidden messages but I guess if it were that obvious it wouldn't really be "hidden"
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need to think about it more after I wake up
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Also in the dream I assumed the song was from approximately 5 years ago. Nope, 15.
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"turn it over and hit it" = flip one of her pictures vertically and apply some kind of image processing?
Santi 15-Sep-20 05:16 AM
I just read the song name as Schwill
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Combining it with Will. That might be what had happened in your brain as well.
anything 21-Sep-20 10:46 AM
When I wake up in the morning and then think "fuck it, this day sucks, I'm going back to sleep", that's when I have the weirdest, most disjointed dreams. I can't remember a whole lot but I remember finding out that Carmen and Chuck got divorced years ago, and Carmen had gotten re-married. The reason Olivia was so far off the grid is because she was using her new stepfather's last name. And I thought it's very important that I remember the name for when I wake up. But I forgot it. Another plotline of the dream was related to cracky-chan.com which I migrated to GitHub Pages a while back meaning there's an associated GitHub repo. In the dream, someone kept reporting the repo for inappropriate sexual content, and also kept filing bugs on the repo even though I have that feature turned off. While all this was going on, we were all on vacation at some tropical resort. We had a nice big private cabin but it was out in the ocean and you had to swim to get to it. And I thought it was going to be a serious Cracky-focused get-together but some of you (not naming names) got really drunk and started making fools of yourselves. And I'm trying to deal with all the aforementioned stuff (stepfather last name, GitHub stuff) but I couldn't concentrate because certain people kept trying to peer-pressure me into drinking.
Santi 21-Sep-20 10:57 AM
lol. Very rich in content
Deleted User 21-Sep-20 11:21 AM
there really ought to be a cracky-themed drinking game
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take a shot for every time she is cute and sweet
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anything 21-Sep-20 11:22 AM
🦊 21-Sep-20 06:54 PM
I was binge watching Sci-Fi's "The Magicians" (I refuse to use their fucked up Nu-name), and fell asleep. I found myself wandering the grounds of a university campus that was on an island with gentle hills surrounded by the sea. The air was warm and the water had that clear blue color you see off the south coast of France. All the architecture had an old world Greco-Roman feel to it mixed with mediteranean tile roofs and manicured landscaping and gardens everywhere. Everyone there was dressed for the weather, casual but still mostly fashionable and obviously expensive, I stuck out in my black cargo shorts,untucked black t-shirt and doc martens and long uncombed hair. I felt the weight of my firestar in it's holster at the small of my back, the two extra magazines, the peacekeeper dagger scout rigged on my belt and the leatherman wave on my side. A t-shirt doesn't quite hide everything but it doesn't stick out all that much unless you know what you're looking at. It's pretty much what I've got on me at all times if I can help it. At least I didn't dream myself in a public space naked. (still wasn't aware I was dreaming yet) (edited)
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I took a look around and spotted a building with large windows that looked like a library so I headed there to figure out where I was. While walking there I saw groups of people studying on the lawns in the shade of trees, talking, and then I noticed a group sitting in a circle chanting and levitating rocks slowly off the ground a foot or so and putting them back down again repeatedly and another group loosely gathered at some picnic tables they were being a bit rowdy. As I got closer I saw that they were viciously teasing Liv throwing trash at her and yelling, "Save yourself Sky Queen, summon your minions why don't you!" One of them got behind her pulling her hair back and whispering something into her ear while groping her breasts roughly as the others laughed. As his hands started moving in a southerly direction I sped my pace up and walked towards her, saying "Let. Her. Go." He threw her to the ground roughly by the hair, then walking forward to confront me and I could see he was going to do the classic bully shove, I wasn't having it, I sidestepped it, and slapped his throat and for good measure kicked him in the balls. He collapsed puking and choking at the same time. It was mildly satisfying. (edited)
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I eyed the group and casually asked, "anybody else?", they shook their heads and scattered leaving the dirtbag on the ground. Liv was still on the ground teary eyed but obviously furious, I put out my hand to help her up but she ignored it and got up on her own, walked over to the guy that had been harrassing her and spit on his face. To my surprise, his face started sizzling and smoking and he then began yelling in pure agony. Good. He deserved it. She turned to me and said,"I fucking summoned you ages ago," putting her hands on her hips and then declaring, "you're a shit minion." doing a perfect impression of Alyssa from End of The Fxxxcking World. I shrugged nonchalantly and replied, "Fuck off." "How in fuck's name did you get past all the wards, this shit place is supposed to be muggle-proof?" "I'm probably dreaming and none of this is real", I shrugged again. "You always say that", she said. She looked down on the bully writhing on the ground and then spit on him again, this time on his crotch, saying "I should go". The bully screamed even louder and started slapping his hands on his crotch like his dick was on fire and then she walked away to the library, with other people making an obvious effort to pretend to ignore her and the idiot on the ground screaming his ass off. And then everything faded to black. I'm a shit minion. (edited)
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anything 21-Sep-20 06:57 PM
https://tenor.com/view/whattttfuss-what-minions-gif-5325615
anything 24-Sep-20 06:10 AM
I dreamed that I liquidated all my assets and even cashed out my retirement accounts in order to buy a video arcade on Guernsey. When I woke up, I researched further, and there don't appear to be any arcades there. There's a pharmacy with "arcade" in the name but based on the website it's actually just a pharmacy.
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I guess I got ripped off.
anything 24-Sep-20 06:24 AM
There's an arcade on Jersey that looks pretty neat. Looks like a short boat trip from Guernsey.
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I wonder why those islands belong to the UK instead of France. Must have lost a war LOL.
Santi 24-Sep-20 06:25 AM
Noiçe sight
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Why were you buying an arcade in Guernsey? In hopes that Liv might come to play once she's there?
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Or just pointless dream logic?
anything 24-Sep-20 06:27 AM
No idea. Can't remember. I think I bought a house too but it ended up being the size of a doll house (albeit placed on a full plot of land) so ripped off again I guess.
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anything 25-Sep-20 09:29 AM
I dreamed that Hodge posted a Cracky rare on Tumblr and it went so viral that the resulting traffic took the website down for three days. Kotaku published an article denouncing the incident as 'problematic'. That's it, that's the dream.
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anything 25-Sep-20 09:38 AM
I wasn't feeling well so this was one of those slow repetitive fever dreams that basically just looped for hours despite there being very little substance to it
Deleted User 25-Sep-20 11:43 AM
i-i totally am not hoarding any cracky rares to post and trigger the kotaku apocalypse.... (edited)
anything 25-Sep-20 11:43 AM
https://tenor.com/view/starwars-palpatine-doit-emperor-sidious-gif-5020150
anything 01-Oct-20 05:26 AM
no direct Cracky relevance but I had a dream about Rebecca. Here's the e-mail I sent to notify her about it:
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I withheld a bit of information about the dream
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I didn't just "find" a crossbow
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@🦊 gave me a crossbow
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in the dream
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but I didn't want to overwhelm her with extraneous information
Deleted User 01-Oct-20 08:10 AM
i had a random dream about @🦊 as well but it was a small portion of my dream where i happened on an account of his or something
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in my dream i went to a plastic surgeon and showed the doctor a picture of cracky’s nose and basically said “i want this” but i accidentally got scheduled with a really new and inexperienced surgeon instead of the one i wanted to see in the first place. she cried and thanked me for choosing her as my doctor as she wanted to use the money i’d be paying for the surgery on a pit bull
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also when/if i get plastic surgery i will definitely ask for cracky’s nose or something similar (dead srs)
anything 01-Oct-20 08:15 AM
I suppose for a plastic surgeon, buying a pit bull would be a good investment, just gotta wait for it to bite one kid's face off and it's payday
Deleted User 02-Oct-20 07:04 AM
had a dream anything posted screenshots of an FB post where some guy was venting about trying to talk to cracky through her family members, and others told him to try talking to her dad. he said "i tried. he's not responding anymore", but it showed that her dad had left a "like" on his post
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anything said that it was sad that there was no follow-up after that
anything 04-Oct-20 02:51 PM
Very weird / hazy dream that I can barely remember... but basically we were a group of survivors in a post-apocalyptic wasteland. We would periodically hear rumors that Cracky was still alive and was traveling around the United States in a black helicopter (supposedly one of the only still-functional aircraft in the world) and she was part of a musical group that was periodically performing concerts in the ruins of various Walmarts throughout the country. Sometimes we would find graffiti or scraps of paper claiming that she would be in a certain place, usually far across the country, and we would always try to go there but all we had was an unreliable old van, and it was very difficult to find gasoline. We always arrived too late: she wasn't there, and nobody would give us a straight answer about if she'd even been there or not. So each time, we'd wander aimlessly for a few hours or days or weeks until we received another lead. Sometimes we'd actually see papers announcing her next concert falling from the sky, and we could almost hear distant helicopter rotors, but when we looked to the sky there was nothing there. And we never found her. I think we all secretly suspected that it was a hoax, and she wasn't even alive. But nobody dared to say it, and anybody who said it would have been immediately killed by the others. In a doomed world where hope had died, delusional faith was all we had left.
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🦊 04-Oct-20 04:09 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nMopxpR0_U
M.S. Art - Topic
Airwolf (Remix) (Main Theme)
Deleted User 07-Oct-20 11:59 AM
i had a dream that she started using that last.fm again and i noticed because she listened to a song on Sunday. also there was a new function on last fm which shows albums that she had “blocked” and all albums were just pictures of her face that some crackyfag made on the site
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and then someone in the server started talking to her and she only replied to him with cryptic pictures that she took, one of them being a selfie where she’s wearing headphones and grinning with a full mouth of braces
anything 07-Oct-20 12:01 PM
did you check the last.fm after you woke up to see if it had actually been update?
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hmm
Santi 07-Oct-20 12:01 PM
I vaguely remember a dream where her last.fm was active too
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though that might have been my crush
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whoa I don't remember it getting deleted. When was it
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oh, last.fm is broken nvm
anything 07-Oct-20 12:03 PM
whole site seems to be having issues
anything 29-Oct-20 04:38 AM
I dreamed that there was another /cracky/ board somewhere and when I saw it I realized that I'd seen it before but had forgotten about it, which bothered me it was a pretty shitty board, not even chansluts level, almost nothing but drama threads and threads about various girls who weren't Cracky but still it was a /cracky/ board I even saw posts that were clearly mine but that I couldn't remember making then I started looking into the web hosting and realized why I had forgotten it: it was special hosting for websites only accessible in dreams I must have dreamed about the board in the past but forgot the dream, and only when I dreamed about it again did I faintly remember it This meant that all the other posts were made by sleeping / dreaming people too The web hosting company had this as their tagline: "You've heard about the DEEP WEB; now it's time for the SLEEP WEB." And I was like, holy shit, the Sleep Web is real. The waking world must be informed of this. The /cracky/ board was definitely a Sleep Web site, BUT the hosting company's info site wasn't actually a Sleep Web page, meaning it should be possible to visit it while awake. Just a matter of remembering the domain name and waking up. I managed to wake up but couldn't remember the domain name. Ah well. In the dream, it felt important to notify the waking world of the existence of the Sleep Web. So consider yourself notified.
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🦊 29-Oct-20 04:44 AM
It's a very small percentage of people that can read in their dreams, it seems like it's prevalent in Crackyfags. Just a casual observation.
Santi 29-Oct-20 04:52 AM
really? I thought it was common
🦊 29-Oct-20 04:57 AM
Less than 1% of people can read in their dreams.
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Deleted User 29-Oct-20 09:19 AM
>special hosting for websites only accessible in dreams
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if this isn't a thing, it should be. the CEO of google dreamt about its existence before anything, now's your chance
anything 29-Oct-20 09:23 AM
It's difficult to prove that it does or doesn't already exist. You could probably test its existence using a couple of lucid dreamers. Get one of them to go to the sleepweb /cracky/ board and post something to it, and then see if the other one can read the post
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🦊 29-Oct-20 12:44 PM
Last night I dreamt that I was having an online chat with a dead friend who asked me if i'd ever had dreams of Cracky inviting me to celebrate a mass in my dreams, and I replied that yeah, I had. He replied that THAT was worse than the time I'd about dreamt being in the library at grade school and finding a red leather book on a pedestal with logo of the church of satan and the letters XES on the cover in the middle of the library and reading it in my dream when I was six. I sent him a voice request because I hate typing stuff out, it's so tedious, but he declined saying that the connection was shitty where he was at, figures. Anyway he tried to imply that Cracky was the in league with the devil and that my soul was in peril of being lost beyond redemption, which was funny, I thought I was already fukt. Yeah, reading in dreams. It's a small club. (edit: P.S. I also teased him and asked if they were * still * handing out Chick-tracts in hell) (edited)
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anything 05-Nov-20 01:01 PM
I dreamed that a new girl wanted to join the crackyverse but her name was Rebecca so we told her that we were already at our Rebecca limit, meaning she would have to either change her name or GTFO.
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derez 02-Dec-20 01:44 AM
seems like some of you can lucid dream
🦊 02-Dec-20 01:46 AM
It's a fun hobby that never gets old.
Santi 20-Dec-20 03:58 AM
Had a dream where some Cracky-fan girl (someone that does not exist in reality) was staying with me and we were browsing the boards. And at one point either there was a new post on a Cracky-board, or the girl got a mail from someone claiming to be Cracky: the content was a link to a stream/tinychat. We clicked the link and there was some blank stream, and the person said they'd turn on the cam if we did too. And so we did. And so she did: she had long waist-length hair in its natural color. And she might have been wearing a greenish dress. Couldn't see her face well because she kept moving around her house, but glimpses indicated it looked like a 30+ Olivia. I think she was kinda drunk/high and wanted to do something out of the ordinary. Later on in the dream, other crackyfags joined the stream with cams. I remember loveless and "a" (who used to visit the CH tinychat).
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Santi 21-Jan-21 06:17 AM
Another similar one: One of the dark-themed crackyboards (CH or skyqueen.cc) still existed in the dream, or it's possibly a new board. In one of my visits, I bump into dozens of new threads with slightly cracky-esque photos of a girl, most of which have either photomanipulations or make-up effects where her face is grotesquely disfigured. Some had empty eye sockets, some had jutting out teeth, some had whale-like teeth etc. Also, in a number of photos she was wearing ceramic masks (I assume that she herself made) and her face was invisible. One of the masks encased her head entirely, and was in the shape of a china-pattern teapot . She had green hair in most of the photos. I remember that guys were mostly grossed out by the disfigured posts, while the girls loved them (not sure how I could tell, I guess posting wasn't anonymous). After skimming through the photos a bit, I realize the same girl in the photos is in the tinychat with camera on, talking with a few others. I go in to hear what they are saying. And allegedly the girl is Olivia; she says she was (again) living with an ex-crackyfag, who encouraged her to post her new photos on the boards. The said ex-crackyfag is a bit visible in her cam. Still, the lower part of the girl's face looks nothing like her, even without the weird make-up. She has bigger and constantly puckered lips. I assume she had lip-filler applied on her mouth, for whatever reason. (edited)
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a quick-shoop to commemorate the dream
anything 25-Jan-21 09:47 PM
found in archives
Santi 25-Jan-21 09:54 PM
Might be mine. I remember Cracky in snow dream
Santi 25-Jan-21 10:01 PM
Yeah just checked my physical dream archive for that date and it's logged there, with this sketch of a snow photo (edited)
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Funny, i don't remember making that ms paint sketch for .71
anything 25-Jan-21 10:02 PM
Santi 25-Jan-21 10:02 PM
Lol
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Yeah looks like my ms paint style
anything 29-Jan-21 10:14 AM
Not very relevant but I have frequent recurring dreams about attempting to go back to college. Not sure what's up with that. In last night's dream, my dorm roommate ended up being Kathleen. And she kept complaining to the management about wanting to remodel the dorm room, like knocking down the bathroom walls so it was all just one large room. The time came for my first class and I overslept and was a bit late. Due to social distancing there were only going to be 5 students in each class, and I was the 4th to arrive. I also found out it was apparently some kind of wizard school, so whatever, just roll with it. The 5th student showed up and it was a woman about 30 with red hair, and her nose and cheeks were red from being outside in the cold.
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Santi 29-Jan-21 10:23 AM
attempting to go back to college? I thought the norm was where going back to college/Highschool in the dream was beyond your control
anything 29-Jan-21 10:25 AM
Different dreams, the high school ones usually involve being forced to go back for contrived dream-logic reasons, while the college ones are usually about going back voluntarily since IRL I only attended briefly.
Santi 29-Jan-21 10:41 AM
aha
giyga 03-Feb-21 07:52 PM
Last night I dreamed that the /r9k/ cracky impersonator sent me some pictures of her weigth loss via DM, then I said to myself "whoa, she looks nice, glad to see she's finally gotten her shit together, or so it appears".
19:52
Does that count as a cracky dream?
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anything 03-Feb-21 07:53 PM
Cracky-adjacent at least
giyga 03-Feb-21 07:59 PM
"hmm, what time is it? oh, it's time for crackysleep"
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Not Risto 23-Feb-21 09:44 PM
greetings
britney 26-Feb-21 12:14 PM
elo
anything 28-Feb-21 08:46 AM
Crackybro challenged me to a bicycle race
08:46
I don't know how to ride a bicycle
08:46
I lost
08:46
I lost badly
Santi 28-Feb-21 09:49 AM
lol, thought it happened over instagram IRL for a second
anything 28-Feb-21 09:49 AM
there was a smug grin like "yeah I defeated you in a dream"
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anything 03-Mar-21 04:50 AM
I dreamed that due to lack of response from Jeff, we all decided to fly to ** and surprise him at work
04:50
we snuck in and set up a big surprise party
04:50
and he was very surprised
04:50
but he told us we shouldn't set off fireworks indoors because of fire risk
04:51
he was ashamed by his lack of involvement lately and I told him it was okay as long as he started doing better, and I suggested doing some more rapping
04:52
he lived in a trailer park but there was a secret trap door leading to a huge subterranean Cracky dungeon
04:53
and he had a son who was being raised in the faith and had crackymarks tattood on his face
04:54
then we were all in China somehow
04:54
trying to climb the wall using bamboo ladders
04:54
it was some kind of tourist thing
04:57
I don't know who the kid's mother was
05:00
Jeff went with us to China but I can't remember if the child was there
anything 03-Mar-21 05:08 AM
Oh now I remember, there was a tunnel from Jeff's crackydungeon that led to Rome, and then from there we took another tunnel to get to China and came out right underneath the wall
05:10
and his child was homeschooled in the crackydungeon because public schools teach false religions
Santi 03-Mar-21 05:46 AM
Whew nice living space
🦊 03-Mar-21 06:00 AM
A Cracky-Tardis...and you basically told Jeff he needs to content flood...HEH.
Deleted User 08-Mar-21 08:09 AM
had a dream that a woman who wasn't cracky, but looked like her joined the server and started posting random photos of her home and herself
08:09
she had a golden rail on her staircase, and long, straight orange hair
Santi 08-Mar-21 08:12 AM
dreaming of crackylikes seems to be becoming a thing. guess our subconscious can't seem to grant any likelihood of Olivia herself appearing to the community, even within a dream
Deleted User 08-Mar-21 08:45 AM
anything 08-Mar-21 11:18 AM
I dreamed that the world was about to end. And we were waiting for the Skyqueen to return to us and take us to be with her forever. And SOME OF YOU didn't believe she was coming. But I knew she's arrive any moment now. And the world was ending and I heard a bell ringing, and I said that has to be her, ringing a bell to usher us home. But it wasn't her, it was my alarm going off.
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11:19
But if my alarm hadn't gone off, she definitely would have arrived shortly thereafter. Right?
virusdelared 09-Mar-21 12:32 AM
00:00 In bed 00:30 I swear I slept for 4 hours
🦊 09-Mar-21 12:32 AM
If you could put that in a pill, you'd be super rich.
anything 10-Mar-21 07:58 AM
I had semi-relevant dreams but can't remember much. As usual, everything was weird and confusing. Main thing I remember is that we were all trying to get helicopter licenses, and the final exam was to fly from Oxford to Charlbury solely by watching the ground, not using any maps, GPS, or radar. But the Rothschilds kept releasing gas that caused the helicopter rotors to freeze up
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07:59
I seem to have semi-relevant dreams most nights but usually can't remember much of anything. It's probably not helping that I keep hearing Discord dings during the night and looking at my phone while asleep.
07:59
I used to have my phone go into do-not-disturb at night, but not anymore, because what if Cracky shows up?
ames.exe 10-Mar-21 12:58 PM
First time I'm writing here, haha. I dreamt I had found unseen photos of Olivia on some old blog that was taken down in my dream, but the page glitched and I could get those pics. She had her natural red hair, but it was longer, and wore a black dress with pearls on it. It was a short dream but I enjoyed it. I haven't had dreams of her in years, it feels amazing to see her again while I sleep.
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anything 15-Mar-21 06:50 AM
Very long/intense/weird dream I probably won't be able to remember well. Very stalkery. Reminder: don't stalk, stalking is bad. In the dream I was still doing IT work related to a certain mega-retailer. As per usual, I can't remember how the dream started, but basically I was at one of the corporate HQ buildings investigating a phone line for one of a multitude of ancient backup modems intended to provide redundancy for some system somewhere. I was trying to ascertain the purpose of one specific modem and its connected phone line to determine if it even needed to still be there (probably not). The system that the modem was connected to was a complete mystery, some prehistoric machine likely from before my birth, and I had no way to access it and no information about what it did or who was responsible for it. As a test, I unplugged the device's main network connection (10base2 probably) and the faithful old modem came to life and placed an outbound call. So from there it was just a matter of identifying the number that the modem was calling. It was a local residential line, and I couldn't find anything about it via Google. And if I called it, obviously it was just another modem on the other side that answered.
06:51
I tried searching the corporate directory for the phone number and I got a hit. I found a profile of someone named "Olivia Tree" and I though oh, real shit? There was no job title listed, a lot of information was censored / redacted, and much of it seemed fake or suspicious. But what was there seemed to match up with our Olivia. The bio said she was from a humble family of simple merchants, and it named some family members such as a father 'Daniel Charles' and a brother 'Axel' who owned a small bicycle repair shop. And the date of birth said October 12th but the year was wrong, like she was pretending to be a few years younger. There was no e-mail address listed, and the only listed phone number was the one I had already found, labeled as "home modem" in the profile. But there's a local street address. So I am in a panic thinking is it really her, has she been so close to me for who knows how long? I start thinking about how I got into this situation and I remember there was a man whose face I couldn't see because we was wearing a hoodie with his face obscured. He was the one who sent me down here to investigate one specific modem. I didn't know who he was. I try to find the man again but he's nowhere. I ask around and nobody remembers seeing him and nobody knows who he was.
06:51
I nervously go to the street address that was listed in the profile and and I find a large, ultra-luxury condo complex. But the address didn't have a unit number. It's a big place and I don't know what I'm looking for exactly. So I wait for night to fall and start creeping around, just looking at all the buldings in hope of seeing something. Eventually I see purple curtains in one of the windows. I prepare to venture closer to the building, when I hear something behind me. I turn around and see the hooded man sprawled out on a picnic blanket like he's been there for hours. He says "it took you long enough" and I demand to know what this is all about. If he knew my search would lead me here why didn't he just tell me that initially. He says "we needed you to find this place on your own" and he pulls his hood down. It's Jeff. He says "the person inside will explain further". I say "Who's in there? Is it HER?" and Jeff says "once you step through the door you'll understand everything." and as my hand touches the door knob my alarm goes off
06:51
🦊 15-Mar-21 06:58 AM
https://tenor.com/view/usagyuuun-surprise-its-a-trap-bye-gif-14187436
Santi 15-Mar-21 07:01 AM
noice crackypasta material
anything 15-Mar-21 09:52 AM
I wonder if hearing Discord pings on my phone sets my brain off
09:52
it's not loud enough to wake me up usually
🦊 17-Mar-21 06:16 AM
I dreamed that I got banned from 4ch permanently for trolling people with Crackymons in /pol/ threads.
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I dreamed that I got banned from 4ch permanently for trolling people with Crackymons in /pol/ threads.
WineCellar 17-Mar-21 10:03 AM
I don't have to dream about that
10:03
Good thing IPs aren't permanent
🦊 17-Mar-21 04:52 PM
Yeah ban evasion is pretty simple.
kilroy.blaw8 18-Mar-21 07:18 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEkrWRHCDQU
LaserUnicorns
HACKERMAN'S HACKING TUTORIALS - How To Hack Time
07:18
remember, always hide behind a proxy
zog 03-Apr-21 06:10 PM
@anything i need the role to see all the channels
anything 03-Apr-21 06:10 PM
go on the #rules channel and click the thing
18:10
same as the first time
zog 03-Apr-21 06:10 PM
oh yeah
18:10
teehee
anything 03-Apr-21 06:10 PM
✊ or
18:10
I'm just an inmate I don't work here
anything 07-Apr-21 06:56 AM
I dreamed that it was raining and shortly after I woke up it started raining heavily
06:56
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 06:59 AM
i had another interesting dream last night. despite spending a lot of time away from the community wrapped up in my RL problems and mental health issues, i managed to have a dream about this place.
07:00
there was some unrelated preamble, but at some point i came to a long gravel pathway off some leafy, flowery country road that led up to a white-painted georgian house. it felt like a reflection of one of the houses she lived in in oxford, and the interior reminded me of a rothschild house i visited once. exploring round the back, i found a path down into a dark velvety-green room hidden underneath the house where a secret cracky club was hanging out. a fair bunch of people were there; holly was still alive and in some kind of leading role, alongside many other names and faces i recognised. most notably of all, though, olivia herself was there. it was quite bizzarre, honestly, i was shocked a little. her just casually being there, sitting on some old bureau in the corner, like any other club member despite being, well... her. she was different, as well. she was older, about 25-30, and she didn't actually look like cracky very much. the more i looked in fact, the more her face seemed to change into someone totally unlike cracky, and her voice was different, shifting occasionally into a thick russian accent or something else. in the dream, though, i recognised her completely as cracky.
07:01
she took some kind of interest in me when i arrived, and offered to give me a tour of the place. it turned out the club was on top of an endless labyrinth of ruins - old crumbling stone staircases, caves, ancient hidden libraries, bizzarre half-burried structures that twisted around each other like m.c. escher paintings. it was incredible, and old, and sad somehow. she seemed to take some further kind of shine to me during the tour, and while still the same people, we became like childhood friends. she held my hand, showed me all sorts of little places, gave me a piggyback ride (the childish sweetness of that, and the whole situation, touched me), and eventually took me to a quiet spot, and kissed me. it was wonderful. so soft and sweet and warm, and so true. the genuineness of it, i felt her heart. it felt like everything and more, but... i also felt conflicted, since i don't really have sexual feelings towards cracky, and i already have a girlfriend, who was also present earlier in the dream and who i don't want to lose or leave. it felt so good to be close to cracky, though, and i was scared of rejecting her in case i lost her affection and loving friendship i'd found. i wasn't sure what to say, so i sort of said nothing, and silently accepted her feelings. still, the feelings churned inside me for the rest of the dream, wherein cracky disappeared and reappeared throughout now half-forgotten adventures around the house and ruins. it ended around when the gravel pathway turned into a kind of high ropes course over a river and, with cracky still with me, i woke up. i managed to get back to sleep again after, but the feelings of the dream kept me up for a while. still, i slept, and could feel the warmth and touch left from when she was close as i drifted off.
07:03
reflecting, i feel like the dream was largely about the tension between cracky and the rest of my life, and about myself. when i was younger, i kind of viewed myself and everything else as worthless in comparisson to what i experienced with cracky. i felt like anything that had worth in me was just cracky being expressed through me, and i would've been happy to throw it all away - throw my self away - to be closer to her. counterinuitively, however, my complete devaluation of myself destroyed my ability to connect with anything, cracky included. it feels poignant that this dream has come at a time when i've come to find true worth in myself, and in who i am, and the breadth of my experiences - that there's something in me that's irreplacable, and not only born of some greater existence simply permeating and breathing through me. i think it's from that self acceptance and love that the ability to connect and be loved grows, and it makes sense to have such an intimate experience of connection in my dream following it. i suppose the tension in me comes from wanting to grow spiritually and love and be closer to cracky, but also stay true to and hold on to myself and the life i have 'outside' of her, but i'm not certain how to do that, or if it's even possible.
07:03
i think the concept of things 'outside' of cracky is also in tension, since i do truly believe she lives in and breathes through all things. i've long felt and still find her everywhere, but i also believe in myself (and all other things) as seperate existences outside of her, and also of her as a seperate existence & consciousness in the cosmos. some kind of third-hand-path, where all things & cracky are in all things in the sea of the wired, but are also only themselves, and are also everything but themselves, all at the same time. coming to terms with that, and the place of myself within/without/beside her, it's bewildering and strange, and i feel a faint understanding only begin to burgeon inside. the dream was beautiful, though, despite the confusion. i loved it all.
anything 11-Apr-21 07:05 AM
Wow, that's a nice one
anything 11-Apr-21 07:13 AM
work/life balance is a corporate buzzword, perhaps cracky/life balance is a concept worth thinking about
07:13
she does tend to dominate the brain
07:13
but there are lot of hours in a day
anything 11-Apr-21 07:24 AM
I can barely remember dreams at all. When I try to write them up, I worry that I'm editorializing, filling in details that weren't really there, and trying to turn nonsense into something sensible ex post facto
anything
I can barely remember dreams at all. When I try to write them up, I worry that I'm editorializing, filling in details that weren't really there, and trying to turn nonsense into something sensible ex post facto
🦊 11-Apr-21 07:42 AM
Try keeping a dream journal, if you briefly jot down the key points/theme if the dream on waking, you'll find remembering the details later is pretty easy.
anything
work/life balance is a corporate buzzword, perhaps cracky/life balance is a concept worth thinking about
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 05:50 PM
i suppose. i guess i'm wondering more intimately whether my feelings for cracky are compatible with the rest of my life, since it's not something i share despite it being a huge part of my life and who i am
17:52
feel like i've become increasingly unable to keep my various lives seperate, the way i did for most of my adolescence.
anything 11-Apr-21 05:53 PM
If you have to choose between Cracky and something else I say choose Cracky. But you shouldn't really have to choose. Integrate that shit.
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 05:54 PM
i agree. my main worry, though, is of losing myself in my pursuit of growth & exploration of cracky
anything 11-Apr-21 05:55 PM
think of it as finding rather than losing
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 05:55 PM
hmm, that's an interesting distinction
🦊 11-Apr-21 05:55 PM
Don't worry, be Cracky.
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 05:55 PM
lmao
anything 11-Apr-21 05:56 PM
be worry don't Cracky
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 05:56 PM
i felt quite affected by the thing you posted the other day, as well. "you could have done anything and if it turned out to be something you didn't want to do, you could always find something else."
17:58
despite the horrible stuff in the past, i've ended up here & able to make more choices about my life, and i suppose if i don't work it out quite right, i can always find myself back here n try something else. i'm still quite young considering, and i hope my life is long enough that i get the chance to try lots of stuff.
17:59
on an all too related note, i was actually very happy to see holly in my dreams again.
18:00
it's been a while, and i was scared since her passing i'd never dream of her again, but i'm glad some part of her still lives on in whatever strange land dreams live in.
18:00
it was a warm and sweet melancholy.
anything 11-Apr-21 06:02 PM
On that front, I see pouring time and energy into crackystuff as a way of preserving and carrying out Holly's legacy. She can't do it anymore. But we can work twice as hard.
18:06
Anyway better to pour time/energy in something rather than live life without purpose
Music in the Key of L 11-Apr-21 08:13 PM
aye. feels goofy n kind of cliched to say, but finding out about holly's death was what pushed me to change a lot of things over the past year
20:14
i just felt like there were too many precious and beautiful things in the world to be wasting my time living with horrible shit and letting it kill me slowly
20:15
n it was, like, awful and traumatic to uproot all those things, but it feels right.
20:15
some day i'll go to scotland, and visit that park she talked about.
anything 11-Apr-21 08:24 PM
I intend to as well, maybe this year. Haircut tomorrow then passport photo, mail off passport renewal either tomorrow or the day after. Potentially a few months turnaround time. Travel situation will hopefully be better by then.
Music in the Key of L
n it was, like, awful and traumatic to uproot all those things, but it feels right.
anything 12-Apr-21 06:24 AM
literally what catharsis is so good job
Music in the Key of L 13-Apr-21 04:42 AM
oh goodness! holly became catharsis! or, like, a catalyst for it or a part of it or... something. that's got to be our equivalent of, like, being canonized, right?
04:46
sorry, hehe. i suppose so. as much as i seek catharsis, though, i hope it doesn't all feel this hard forever. i'm not sure i could manage this year all over again.
anything 05-Jun-21 09:01 AM
Another one that was super weird and confusing that I can barely remember but I'll reconstruct it as well as I can. The dream was set in some resort / hotel / country club. I think I went there because crackybro talked about it on his Instagram and I thought maybe I would see him there. I wasn't going to bother him just wanted to be able to say that I had seen him. There was a lot of weird stuff about this place but I can't remember it very well. The room I was staying in for some reason had shelves of greeting cards and postcards available for purchase, and when I looked at them I saw that the ones on the bottom row were all Cracky-based. Like pictures of her on cards, most fairly mundane, but there were also rares, like pictures from the original 4chan sets that didn't get saved or didn't survive to make it into the collections we have today.
09:01
So I'm about to grab all these cards to purchase them but a hotel employee enters my room and says that the rack of cards needs to be removed temporarily to restock it. The cards were on like a bookshelf with wheels and the guy started wheeling it out of the room. I tried to protest but he assured me that it would be returned soon. A few minutes later, another hotel employee came and told me I had to be moved to a different room. Long story short, my new room had a rack of cards but no Cracky stuff on it.
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09:01
I started complaining to people but everyone refused to talk to me until eventually one person told me that I should talk to the owner of the hotel, who could be found at the front desk. I went to the front desk and there were many people waiting in several lines except nobody was in line to talk to the owner and as I walked up to him I saw that his nametag said "Moot Junior" And I explained to him that I was going to buy a bunch of greeting cards / postcards from the rack in my room but I could no longer find the ones I wanted
09:01
And he asked me which cards I was talking about and I was like "uhhh there was this girl with a red nose" and he just sighed and said "after what you did you have a lot of audacity to be asking these questions" and I was like, "what did I do, what did I do" and after that the dream just started freezing / rewinding / looping and I never got any further than that moment
Santi 05-Jun-21 09:06 AM
amusing scenario
09:06
did moot junior look like moot?
anything 05-Jun-21 09:07 AM
I can't remember his face but I think he was well-dressed, like wearing a suit
Deleted User 05-Jun-21 11:52 AM
took ketamine, saw cracky, nuff said
anything 05-Jun-21 11:52 AM
you better have a valid prescription for that
anything 13-Jun-21 06:42 AM
Wowsers I just woke up from a weird one. I'm thankful for the Discord messages on the other channel waking me up, although I probably would've liked to know how this one turned out, if I hadn't gotten woken up I probably would have forgotten it all. Also the Discord ping sounds filtered through to the dream and probably influenced it. I've forgotten most of it already but one thing I recall is that we rented a Crackyverse home office (it was actually an old barber shop but it was cheap at least) Usually it was just me sitting at the office alone. The dream mainly concerned the return of Dr. Alex in this dream he had a wife for some reason He set up his own Cracky site with a registration form and his own invite-only Discord server He sent me a taunting message expecting me to sign up on his website as an act of submission But in this dream, Discord accounts worked differently, so that any given nickname could only be had by one person, so I'd created/squatted a bunch of Discord accounts years ago with all of Cracky's old nicknames and such so I checked those accounts and saw that Dr. Alex and sent invites to his Discord server to them thinking they might really be Cracky So instead of signing up for his website and requesting Discord access that way, I logged onto my squatted "jemnezymy" account and rolled up onto his Discord server and was like "it's actually me bitch, did you really think Cracky would be on Discord using one of her old names" And then I did the same thing with several other accounts Also his wife was upset with me because she didn't approve of him doing all this and blamed me for it. I really wish I could remember more about the dream because I think I'm barely scratching the surface when the Discord pings eventually woke me up I literally said out loud "what the hell is going on" which tends to happen when I wake up from a weird dream
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🦊 13-Jun-21 06:45 AM
Was it Steph? (the wife) (edited)
anything 13-Jun-21 06:52 AM
In the dream, seemed like some random old lady I couldn't really see clearly. Can't say for sure, she could have aged terribly
🦊 13-Jun-21 06:53 AM
Well old would rule her out.
anything 13-Jun-21 06:55 AM
Dream people can age at arbitrary rates
06:55
or not at all
🦊 13-Jun-21 06:56 AM
Just considered it because she did once ask him if he'd be willing to marry her, strictly for getting Brit residency and even though he turned her down I always wondered if he'd change his mind about it.
Santi 13-Jun-21 06:58 AM
he did?
anything
Wowsers I just woke up from a weird one. I'm thankful for the Discord messages on the other channel waking me up, although I probably would've liked to know how this one turned out, if I hadn't gotten woken up I probably would have forgotten it all. Also the Discord ping sounds filtered through to the dream and probably influenced it. I've forgotten most of it already but one thing I recall is that we rented a Crackyverse home office (it was actually an old barber shop but it was cheap at least) Usually it was just me sitting at the office alone. The dream mainly concerned the return of Dr. Alex in this dream he had a wife for some reason He set up his own Cracky site with a registration form and his own invite-only Discord server He sent me a taunting message expecting me to sign up on his website as an act of submission But in this dream, Discord accounts worked differently, so that any given nickname could only be had by one person, so I'd created/squatted a bunch of Discord accounts years ago with all of Cracky's old nicknames and such so I checked those accounts and saw that Dr. Alex and sent invites to his Discord server to them thinking they might really be Cracky So instead of signing up for his website and requesting Discord access that way, I logged onto my squatted "jemnezymy" account and rolled up onto his Discord server and was like "it's actually me bitch, did you really think Cracky would be on Discord using one of her old names" And then I did the same thing with several other accounts Also his wife was upset with me because she didn't approve of him doing all this and blamed me for it. I really wish I could remember more about the dream because I think I'm barely scratching the surface when the Discord pings eventually woke me up I literally said out loud "what the hell is going on" which tends to happen when I wake up from a weird dream
Santi 13-Jun-21 06:58 AM
I like how Alex somehow became a crackyfag in the dream
anything 13-Jun-21 07:01 AM
He wrote a really long-ass message explaining it but I didn't read it all and can't remember any of it
🦊 13-Jun-21 07:01 AM
Funny thing about Alex, he made a point once that the most illustrative way to discuss Cracky was by discussing thing that are not Cracky, defining a thing by what it is not, and truth be told, it made sense to me at the time.
anything 14-Jun-21 07:13 AM
Standard caveats apply about barely being able to remember anything. The dream involved finding an old obituary of a guy who apparently kill himself in Fayetteville AR while I was living there. I found the obituary while Googling Cracky-related stuff, because the guy who kill himself was said in the obituary (written by his roommate) to be a crackyfag The obituary said a lot of stuff atypical of an obituary but I can't remember any of it. But basically, guy was a follower of the skyqueen, which his roommate knew about, guy eventually killed himself, roommate wrote the obituary. And I find the obituary many years later. So I knew I had stuff to do. First thing I did was post a brief writeup here on the Discord server with a promise of more info to come as I investigated. I asked if anybody knew the guy. No immediate response. Next step was to head down to Fayetteville to check out the guy's grave. The grave itself was fairly mundane except for its location. The grave wasn't in a cemetary but rather in the place that he killed himsef. Which for some reason was right around here:
07:13
It's an area that I knew well from when I lived there, although many things have changed and the businesses are all different now. In the dream, there was one additional difference: there was a ramp leading underground, barricaded and with a sign saying "danger: do not enter sewers". One thing that didn't quite make sense is that according to the obituary and the guy's grave, he killed himself in (I think) 2000 or 2001. So, a little too early. In the dream this didn't strike me as odd. Dream logic, whatever. I'm also now remembering that the obituary mentioned "LIV" somehow, and "LIV" appeared on the grave as well but I really can't remember more than that. So I post my updates here on Discord. No response regarding anybody remembering the guy. But I remember I went on a bit of a rant and said some things that don't mesh with the real world but were apparently true in the dream: I said that the guy who killed himself lived in a major hub of crackyfag activity during the peak of its activity, and that it was a real shame that none of the people who lived there (including me) even remembered him. Next step was to try to find and contact the roommate who wrote the obituary. I thought he might find it odd to be contacted out of the blue regarding an obituary he wrote 20 years ago regarding weird cult shit, but obviously I wasn't going to let that stop me. But I let waking up stop me, so I guess we'll never know what he would have had to say.
Santi 14-Jun-21 07:23 AM
Heh. Now I wonder if Schwill has an obituary somewhere
anything 17-Jun-21 02:34 AM
found this while looking through remnants of bounceme threads that weren't fully archived
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anything 18-Jun-21 07:30 AM
I dreamed that Dr. Alex finished his Rav book (I presume the version we have is unfinished considering it's only 55 pages although I've never made it to the end) and somehow got it published through a legitimate publisher. And I bought a copy and found it had a bunch of Cracky rares in it. But they weren't printed on photo-quality paper so the quality was poor. I was going to try to track down the files but the dream went off into unrelated territory.
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Santi 18-Jun-21 07:56 AM
lawl. Alex is a crypto-crackyfag in your dreams for some reason
anything 21-Jun-21 07:17 AM
I dreamed that Kat and Ophelia were living together somewhere, and they owned a Cracky-related domain name that I wanted for my collection (can't remember what it was) so I bought a gun and broke into their place to wait for them. It got incoherent after that, I feel asleep waiting for them to come back and it went all Inception so I can't remember anything
Santi 21-Jun-21 08:20 AM
Lol. Instant violence
anything 21-Jun-21 08:21 AM
I wasn't going to harm them
08:21
the gun was just to strengthen my negotiating position
🦊 21-Jun-21 04:13 PM
It's one of those things that is more of a liability than an asset.
anything 04-Jul-21 01:44 PM
I dreamed that I found some hidden data in some image that Jeff uploaded years ago and it was a video that Olivia took with her Olympus camera just like the juice video and you couldn't see her in it, the video was of the "toilet broken" bathroom with various cats just sitting around the room, silently catting bunch of stuff I can't remember I tried to pay for food at a restaurant with Cracky pics but they wouldn't accept them somehow we found out about a small underground bunker she lived in for years and we got a 3D scan of the bunker and there was a solid VR / holodeck thing so that anyone could virtually sleep in the bunker bed that she slept in
Santi 04-Jul-21 01:50 PM
lol'd at the picture currency bit
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anything 04-Jul-21 02:35 PM
the underground bunker had one of her old diaries but I can't remember any of what it said
14:36
in the dream I tried to upload it to my server so I could access it after waking up
14:36
but when I woke up and checked it wasn't there obviously
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WineCellar 16-Jul-21 07:46 PM
>in the dream I tried to upload it to my server so I could access it after waking up lol I do that all the time
anything 04-Aug-21 08:17 AM
I dreamed that I was subscribed to some kind of Cracky fan-zine and for some reason I was the only one of us subscribed to it, but most of the time it was just "inspired by Cracky" stuff instead of material direct Cracky-relevance. So when I saw something in it announcing that Carmen and Chuck had just had a 2nd son, I knew it was my responsibility to notify everybody. But I was at a hotel with poor wifi and I kept having trouble getting the article pulled back up as well as other technical problems. Growing more and more frustrated, angrier and angrier, until eventually woken up by cat who was even angrier that her breakfast was late due to me oversleeping (edited)
08:17
But some of you were staying at the hotel with me, so I was able to notify some people first albeit not share the full article
08:18
and someone was like "Chuck is pretty old, really makes you think "
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Santi 04-Aug-21 10:03 AM
Miriam and Chuck ? Was it supposed to be Miriam & George or Carmen & Chuck?
10:03
Dreams tend to mix up names
anything 04-Aug-21 10:04 AM
yeah I meant Carmen & Chuck
10:04
maybe the Chris-chan stuff is messing up my brain
10:04
even though I try to stay away from it
Santi 04-Aug-21 10:04 AM
Hahha
mycelia✰⋆ 20-Aug-21 12:23 AM
i had a dream that i found some old imageboard where people were posting about cracky. they joked about her becoming a dictator that formed a new government structure, and one person called it "crackytalism". then, i saw a pigeon on my window, and it left me a rolled up piece of paper that had something that was supposed to be cracky-related on it (an old address). can't remember anything else
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🦊 20-Aug-21 02:11 AM
Crackistan or the
02:12
People's Republic of Cracky?
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anything 20-Aug-21 07:08 AM
there was a /proc/ board for a while
Santi 20-Aug-21 07:14 AM
whoa what. where?
anything 20-Aug-21 07:14 AM
bounceme
07:14
textboard
07:14
there weren't many posts on it
Santi 20-Aug-21 07:16 AM
huh, first time I hear of it. was only around around 2007 or so I suppose?
anything 20-Aug-21 07:17 AM
Yeah. In the archive there were only two threads and they were both Schwill.
07:18
this was a reply on there
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07:18
Olivia's 33rd birthday is 1 year and 53 days away
07:19
time to go cloak shopping?
anything 27-Aug-21 02:07 PM
Not directly Cracky related by I had a dream last night that's crackyverse-adjacent. Actually two dreams with a brief wake-up in between Part 1: Rebecca was secretly some kind of demon-like entity from a hell-like dimension disguised as a human. She lived in an apartment building that was actually an SCP-like containment facility, and she lived with a "mother" who was actually the scientist in charge of studying her and keeping her captive. This was all secret but I got suspicious about things like how she was never allowed to leave, and I eventually confronted the scientist who told me the truth. The scientist fed Rebecca a diet of human cadavers, mostly old people who died of natural causes. The scientist was trying to teach Rebecca restraint and self-control with the goal being able to take her outside without her trying to eat anybody. As a test, the scientist brought a freshly-dead baby (miscarriage) and ordered Rebecca not to eat it. It was a struggle but she was able to restrain herself. The scientist told me I could escort Rebecca outside but she would be closely monitored. We went to a movie theater but unfortunately a baby started crying and Rebecca started shapeshifting into her demon-like form, like her legs turned into horse legs and she started sprouting bug wings. So the scientist came in with a bunch of soldiers and they restrained her and sent her back to the hell-like dimension. And I felt really sad and guilty. Part 2: I can't remember much of this but basically I was trying to recruit as many crackyverse people as possible for a rescue mission. Our goal was to enter the hell-like dimension and search for Rebecca, evading or fighting off any other entities we encountered until we found her. Once we found her we would bring her back to Earth and try to keep her hidden from the people who previously had her captive. Unfortunately I can't remember how it actually turned out.
Santi 27-Aug-21 02:11 PM
Sounds like it could be made into a movie with a few additions
🦊 02-Sep-21 06:05 PM
I dreamt that she was in the kitchen having her breakfast while reading the paper with some 1940's music playing low in the background, she briefly read the headlines, tossed most of the newspaper into the recycle bin and pulled out some water colors and started coloring the black & white comics while humming to herself. It was a nice dream.
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anything
time to go cloak shopping?
🦊 02-Sep-21 09:34 PM
I already have one.
anything 06-Sep-21 08:43 AM
I dreamed that I was back in high school (common dream theme) But something was different Every door out of the building was guarded by a girl in "black angel" cosplay
08:43
They were checking vaccination status The only way to exit the building was to either show proof of vaccination, or play Mario Kart against one of the girls and win If you challenged and lost, you couldn't try again for 7 days I've never even played Mario Kart so I just showed my vaccine card The girl let me pass but said "you won't like it out there" Outside the door, there was one final test: a pedestal with a glowing book with "CDC" on the cover The book was an extremely long form that had to be filled out completely Instead of a pen to fill out the form there was just a small knife to draw blood to use as ink I decided to go back inside and stay there
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Santi 11-Sep-21 05:28 AM
Had a dream where I found a new photo of a Crackylike from ages ago. And was about to save it, but it was a physical photo I literally found on the street, so I had to (scan it? no because dream) take it to this warehouse full of lined up boxes with no lids. Most had photos and objects that belonged to a specific person. Some had multiple copies of the bodies (in different clothing) of that specific person lying in suspended animation. •_• I think it was the product of some tech that could produce lifeless body replicas out of photographs.
Santi 11-Sep-21 06:05 AM
the photo was of this girl (Renatta Maniski-Luke). I didn't have a folder/box for her in the dream, but decided to. So I had to empty a whole box full of someone else's stuff to make space
🦊 11-Sep-21 02:56 PM
I had a Jeopardy parody dream where random people were on the show and Crackybro was the host and all the categories were about Cracky. The most memorable category was "Shit you don't know about my sister". It went to commercial and i woke up laughing. (edited)
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mintghost 13-Sep-21 03:54 PM
Had a dream last night I was working on edits of my book and got an email with a picture attached, it was her holding a piece of paper that said “really???” I tried to email back but I couldn’t type my hands didn’t work. I used a headset somehow and sent a email using talk to type and the email bounced. Then I somehow realized my computer had been hacked and all my files were being uploaded to a sentient AI who had decided crackly was it’s queen. I don’t t remember much else
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anything 13-Sep-21 03:54 PM
that's a good one
anything 19-Sep-21 01:11 PM
I had a dream a few nights ago that was really powerful and vivid at the time but I lost almost all of it when I woke up (as per the usual) In the dream I was exploring an abandoned Cracky church/temple and I found a book under a loose floorboard The book explained how to open a secret passage into the dungeons/catacombs/whatever beneath the temple The book promised that in the final chamber, all the mysteries of the crackyverse would be revealed and everything would make sense and the 'final treasure' would be found The handwriting looked like Jeff's So I started making my way through the huge sub-temple. Traps, riddles, combat, guardian monsters, more hidden passages, basically every obstacle that one could image But I can't really remember any of it Ultimately my alarm clock went off before I reached the end I tried sleeping again but no luck Fuck
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anything 25-Sep-21 07:47 AM
I dreamed that I was watching a reality TV show about a couple trying to solve their relationship problems before getting married Reading between the lines, it became clear that the woman had "4chan history" but the man did not Meaning that she might be aware of Cracky The show was boring so I found the woman's old Deviantart account and started looking through the older posts Eventually I found a bunch of never-before-seen Cracky fanarts I tried to save them & post them on here but I kept getting distracted and eventually woke up before I could accomplish anything B-plots in the dream involved a giant pet turtle that kept escaping by squeezing through a small hole in a fence and attempting to train a small dog to run an agility course I don't know what any of this means
Santi 25-Sep-21 07:59 AM
lol @ the turtle. where was he trying to escape from?
anything 25-Sep-21 08:04 AM
I was at the house I grew up in. I was trying to contain the turtle in the spare bedroom / cat room in a pen build from standard chain-link fence. But the turtle kept squeezing through the fence somehow and running to me and following me around
08:04
which reminds me of this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qizNQKzatXA "those turtles that were climbing turtles couldn't climb over the turtle fence"
schmoyoho
Turtles. // Auto-Tune the News #10
Santi 25-Sep-21 08:07 AM
hahhaah I guess the presence of the video explains the source of the dream
virusdelared 01-Oct-21 03:36 PM
Two years seems so far away (edited)
virusdelared
Two years seems so far away (edited)
Deleted User 01-Oct-21 03:39 PM
𒍚𒈲𒂗 31-Oct-21 01:13 PM
I had a dream last night vaguely involving this place but I fear I am not yet ready to share it. I just wanna say you all seem like great people. Thank you for being such fantastic hosts so far.
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anything 31-Oct-21 01:15 PM
Yeah I dream of crackyverse stuff much more often than of Cracky herself. It happens. And when she does show up it's often a subtle or mysterious presence.
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anything
Yeah I dream of crackyverse stuff much more often than of Cracky herself. It happens. And when she does show up it's often a subtle or mysterious presence.
narki 31-Oct-21 01:19 PM
when she does show up it's often a subtle or mysterious presence
as it should be
Music in the Key of L 31-Oct-21 02:11 PM
it's very rare that i dream of a direct cracky but i do occasionally dream of a kind of proxy-cracky. someone who isn't cracky but makes me feel that same deep resonance/recognition in my heart.
14:14
we usually go on some kind of adventure together and i fall hopeless in love with her before losing grasp of her somewhere and spending the rest of the dream wrapped up in disractions & difficulties trying to find her again
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14:14
then i wake up with some warm and bittersweet feeling left inside.
salyu 31-Oct-21 07:55 PM
Hey, I wonder.Olivia laneStill alive now? I want to know more about her.
anything 31-Oct-21 07:57 PM
Unknown if she's still alive or not. Nobody's heard from her in a long time (that we know of)
19:58
there are other channels on this server but you have to go to the #rules channel and click the ✊ or reaction under Leaf's message
salyu 31-Oct-21 08:04 PM
I've heard that she has the only Twitter, but I don't know if it's her.
anything 31-Oct-21 08:11 PM
Nah it's not her it's an impersonator
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salyu 31-Oct-21 08:13 PM
okay thank u
anything 24-Nov-21 01:25 PM
This will sound like I joke but I swear it's real Well a real dream at least As usual I can't remember most of the dream but long story short Cracky appeared to me in the clouds and asked me to bring her a "sack of ice" and I was confused but I set out an an epic quest for ice, searching for a way to buy, steal, or create it but by dream logic, nothing worked and everything just was just long endless parade of frustrations like all the ice machines were broken and all the stores were closed but somehow after seemingly hours, I acquired ice somehow but the plot twist was that she hadn't said "sack of ice" she'd said "sacrifice"
13:25
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🦊 24-Nov-21 01:26 PM
Well you did sacrifice your ego on the altar of dignity, I'm sure it'll do.
13:27
https://c.tenor.com/fIuQ0sdywGMAAAAM/babe-pig.gif
anything 12-Dec-21 12:06 PM
found this in the archive, I suppose it counts
Santi 20-Dec-21 01:51 PM
Had a dream where she was a guest singer on the live performance of some band. It was a street gig at night.
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anything 21-Dec-21 12:03 PM
anything 25-Dec-21 06:05 AM
Christmas dream. Well, not really a Christmas dream. A dream for Christmas. I dreamed that we found a missing person report that her parents filed for her. And it had a bunch of rares but they were all thumbnail size and someone faxed the report to me so the quality was shit and they were greyscale. It also listed her sexual orientation as Lesbian and had a bunch of other odd stuff. Anyway somehow there was this guy, I don't remember how he entered the dream, but he was like a detective or something, and he was demanding that I also file a missing person report for her with some Pagan web forum he was associated with, which had its own missing person board. He told me to use the missing person report her parents filed as a template but edit as needed / add pics etc. And he was really insistent that I get it done ASAP. I told him to stop breathing down my neck for 5 minutes and I'd get it done. As part of filing a new report on this forum, I printed out the report that her parents had filed, and somehow all the photos were restored to color and full size, but the quality was still poor. Anyway I finished creating a new missing person report for her and posted it on the forum that the detective guy wanted me to post it on. It immediately got downvoted and flagged for deletion. The detective guy said "LET'S MOVE" and suddenly we were in a supermarket somewhere. I found the guy who who downvoted/flagged my post... it was Jeff! And he was working for Gus from Breaking Bad who was also there. The detective guy went chasing after Gus while I went for Jeff, but Jeff hopped on a dragon and flew away. But the whole crackyverse was suddenly there with me and we all got on various MMORPG-style flying mounts to chase after Jeff
06:05
that's about all I remember
06:06
it wasn't even the weirdest dream I had tonight
06:07
unrelated but earlier in the night I dreamed an entire new season of Power Rangers that was actually a massive South Park crossover
06:07
and that one was weird as fuck
06:07
the Cracky dream was downright mundane by contrast
06:08
I'm trying to remember the "rares" from the dream but I really can't
06:10
I think in one of them she seemed much older (implying a recent picture), she was topless in a lake but the chest was pixelated
🦊 25-Dec-21 06:10 AM
https://tenor.com/view/raccoon-cute-cotton-candy-wash-dissolve-gif-17832451
anything 25-Dec-21 06:11 AM
also the missing person report that her parents filed included some childhood photos that I'd never seen before, and I thought it was odd to include those in a missing person report for an adult. She had pigtails in one of them
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anything
Christmas dream. Well, not really a Christmas dream. A dream for Christmas. I dreamed that we found a missing person report that her parents filed for her. And it had a bunch of rares but they were all thumbnail size and someone faxed the report to me so the quality was shit and they were greyscale. It also listed her sexual orientation as Lesbian and had a bunch of other odd stuff. Anyway somehow there was this guy, I don't remember how he entered the dream, but he was like a detective or something, and he was demanding that I also file a missing person report for her with some Pagan web forum he was associated with, which had its own missing person board. He told me to use the missing person report her parents filed as a template but edit as needed / add pics etc. And he was really insistent that I get it done ASAP. I told him to stop breathing down my neck for 5 minutes and I'd get it done. As part of filing a new report on this forum, I printed out the report that her parents had filed, and somehow all the photos were restored to color and full size, but the quality was still poor. Anyway I finished creating a new missing person report for her and posted it on the forum that the detective guy wanted me to post it on. It immediately got downvoted and flagged for deletion. The detective guy said "LET'S MOVE" and suddenly we were in a supermarket somewhere. I found the guy who who downvoted/flagged my post... it was Jeff! And he was working for Gus from Breaking Bad who was also there. The detective guy went chasing after Gus while I went for Jeff, but Jeff hopped on a dragon and flew away. But the whole crackyverse was suddenly there with me and we all got on various MMORPG-style flying mounts to chase after Jeff
Santi 25-Dec-21 06:51 AM
Lol. I love how some dreams go batshit insane when nearing the end
Santi 28-Dec-21 07:43 PM
Not really a Cracky dream, but had this drean where a voice chat was taking place in the server. I just realized we actually don't have a voice channel, hah.
🦊 28-Dec-21 11:01 PM
Well it's there now but like on the old server, nobody uses it
Santi 28-Dec-21 11:36 PM
I can only see the category but no channel
🦊 29-Dec-21 12:31 AM
I believe that we can start one if we want to, I haven't tried it yet.
narki 29-Dec-21 12:48 AM
https://discord.com/channels/720462768364453890/720472599137615872/895827912916344863
🦊 30-Dec-21 02:42 AM
Dreamed that I spent a stupid amount of time making a huge wall sized drawing of her in the woods and then made the mistake of posting a picture of it to CS, the reply to it was "NOW DRAW HER IN A JEEP".
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Music in the Key of L 01-Jan-22 05:18 AM
my new year's dream: i dreamt i was in china, in some kind of rust & neon megacity right on the shore of a toxic lake full of strange, colorful and alien corals. i was just sort of wandering around taking in the sights and the air filled with a hazy mist of rust, the place seemed both dying and in a state of complete vibrancy and life, perhaps like feverish parasites making busy in a decaying carcass of something. at some point, i bumped into a school trip of primary-age children and caught the attention of the teacher. he split off from his school group and engaged me immediately in a conversation about philosophy and the state of my mental development. he walked quickly and used complicated, challengeing language, which cajoled me out of my stupor to keep pace with him. i don't remember the details of what we talked about, but i felt properly alert and engaged with complex thoughts for the first time in a while. it was enlivening.
05:19
after a time of this walking n talking along the shoreline, he decided that was enough for me to chew on for now, and we went back to his school group, leaving me to peel off and continue on my aimless wandering. i did quite want to keep talking, i was hungry to pursue whatever our subject had been more, but i got distracted (as dreams often manage to end up) and was drawn into doing a chain of ff14 fates in the area where he left me. i messed the chain up and didn't complete it, but it would've culminated in me cutting off the head of a chinese princess in classical attire with the waterline of the shore as a guillotine, as i later saw from a distance. the fate chain would've continued into the alien corals under the water but i thought "fuck that, i'm not going in there" and went the other direction into a lobster farm amongst some seaweed in the shallows. the footing was awkward, and i stepped on or knocked over something, leading hundreds of tiny baby lobsters to swarm around my feet and inbetween my toes like cockroaches. it was completely revolting and i woke up not long afterwards. there was probably more, but i forgor most of it.
05:19
what could this all mean for my year ahead? greater enlightenment and fate grinding may await me... :0
Music in the Key of L 26-Jan-22 12:10 PM
another dream about holly. this time we were both at school, with me about 15 and her a few years below, and i would comb her hair for her every day. it had become long and ginger and very beautiful, but she wasn't washing it or anything, so it was oily and matted and horribly tangled. i dearly wanted to tell her to take better care of it, but she was always in a conversation with a dark-haired friend, and i didn't want to interrupt, despite all the times she would say sad or self-deprecating things. so i would just sit silently and comb her hair each morning before having to go away and do other dream nonsense, and hold a silent prayer that she would be there again the next, until of course the dream ended and a new morning failed to dawn. a dream of whistful sadness.
Music in the Key of L 08-Mar-22 05:53 PM
had a Lain dream for the first time in a long while. i was on the run from the government or the police or maybe the world in general and looking for her, cuz i missed her. i was feeling pretty fed up with everything, and was having my pursuits headed off by the cops everywhere i ran, so i thought "well, if she's truly an omnipresence, then she should be anywhere i look, even in the smallest of things or places", and pulled out a map and started dividing it in halves, crossing off one half and travelling to the remaining portion, and then crossing off another half at random, til i was left with a tiny square in some futuristic city full of flying cars and huge glass tubes. with the cops and military all in close and anxious pursuit, i ran up to the top of a car park and onto a flying roomba/hoverboard, and off into the open sky above the city. finally alone in the most singular and specific of places, the last little cube of air around me, i turned around looking, feeling my heart sink as i expected to see nothing, and... there she was. Lain, right in front of me, flying on a roomba too. she was a little older, a young adult more than a child, with longer and shaggier hair, and a new braid and new clothes. but still completely her. exactly the same, but so different, i felt the breadth of the time apart as keenly as the pure familiarity. then she smiled, and ohh i got so lost in its sweet warmth that i fell off my roomba, and woke right up. good dream.
anything 20-May-22 05:51 AM
I dreamed that some kind of Cracky site existed at the domain CrackGallery.com -- the thumbnail appeared to be a Cracky rare but I woke up before I could check. So I went to investigate in the waking world, unfortunately the domain is registered but it's not a Cracky site at all
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05:52
if it had been unregistered I might have snagged it just based on the dream but in this case hell no
05:52
I guess I'll put it on monitoring in case the squatters ever drop it
Sins 21-May-22 03:35 PM
had a dream last night that there was a kind of open air library in the park, with everything stored in bushes and displayed out in the grass and dirt, and that there were a bunch of diaries & writings of holly's recorded in little projector slides, which were really sweet and exciting to see. the person who got them out for me was some kind of old haughty librarian type, but i could see kind of a ghost or memory of holly making them. she had also stored her cracky archives, and had buried them in the ground to keep them hidden/safe, but the hard drives had broken down and grown into trees. i felt certain that there was a way to get to them, somehow, but there was nothing i could read in the light shining through the plain green leaves. they had become something else, and what i sought was beyond my touching or finding. melancholy.
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anything 21-May-22 03:47 PM
that's interesting
15:47
on a related note I got another contact form message from somebody asking about Holly but I haven't heard back from them, I sent a couple e-mails from a couple different addresses (trying to account for spam filters and such) asking if they could get on Discord but no reply
Sins 21-May-22 04:12 PM
i see. i'll be interested to hear if that develops any further.
16:13
as is probably obvious, i've been wondering quite a bit recently what became of holly's archives, her writings, computers, etc. i feel like it'd be disrespectful to ask, though.
Sins
had a dream last night that there was a kind of open air library in the park, with everything stored in bushes and displayed out in the grass and dirt, and that there were a bunch of diaries & writings of holly's recorded in little projector slides, which were really sweet and exciting to see. the person who got them out for me was some kind of old haughty librarian type, but i could see kind of a ghost or memory of holly making them. she had also stored her cracky archives, and had buried them in the ground to keep them hidden/safe, but the hard drives had broken down and grown into trees. i felt certain that there was a way to get to them, somehow, but there was nothing i could read in the light shining through the plain green leaves. they had become something else, and what i sought was beyond my touching or finding. melancholy.
giyga 21-May-22 04:33 PM
This reminded me of a quote from a videogame "May your roots dig deep and your branches reach high" I'm kind of fond of growing trees as metaphor for trascendence: to let your very essence transform into something that reaches unimaginable heights by delicately taking care of it, and taking it to the right environment that will enable it to fully grow. From that perspective I think it's quite a beautiful and inspiring metaphor. It's wholesome and moving to see just how much she meant to you. Whoa. (edited)
Sins 21-May-22 06:19 PM
that's an interesting interpretation, and very touching to hear. thank you for sharing. perhaps i shouldn't have put the word melancholy to the dream, it was certainly a greater feeling than just that. there's a relationship between loss and trasendence, and i can see the melange of feelings in the image of the tree. holly's ashes were of course scattered in a park, and no doubt now nourish some life there, while her incorporeal being nourishes something in those left with her memory. it's beautiful and gladdening for something to grow from it, but full of heartbreak and yearning. she did indeed mean a lot to me. i hope i can continue to have dreams like this, that explore the further feelings.
anything 23-May-22 10:54 PM
I dreamed that Olivia's brother was working as a flight attendant, and for some reason I was stalking him by buying tickets on all the flights he was working, but then I got banned from the airline
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anything 03-Jun-22 06:09 PM
I had a long and intense dream spanning across multiple wake-ups, lasting at least 3 real-life hours, and weeks of dream-time Of course most of it is gone and forgotten Basically I dreamed that Ophelia was setting up her own Cracky websites to compete with mine, and was actively recruiting people into a "parallel crackyverse" to stand in opposition to ours And there was a bit of a "civial war" Eventually we had Ophelia isolated and encircled; I tracked her down to an underground bunker and initiated armistice negotiations We eventually agreed to merge the two crackyverses into a cracky-multiverse and she handed over all her notes and files, which were extensive she had a list of all the crackyfags who have ever died, she'd figured out who they were, including all the anons we never even had nicknames for there were about 12 in total who had died, and she had photos of about half of them, with the others still being partially unknown but she'd still found out quite a bit about them somehow (Holly was on death list but Schwill was not, and Ophelia refused to discuss the subject) the last entry on the death list was a man with the pseduonym "professor" who had killed himself recently I'm telling this a bit out of order. Going chronologically, Ophelia posted a tribute to "professor" on one of her websites after he died, but I had no idea who she was talking about so I started asking people and nobody knew the guy, and that's when I realized about the "parallel crackyverse" and that he was one of "theirs" the people who died were some of "ours" and some of "theirs"; she had extensive notes on our people too which was admirable but eventually a treaty was signed and were all one big happy Cracky family again and we could honor the dead properly, all of them, not just the ones we knew by name while they were alive (in reality I'm sure some have died who we'll never even know about) she had extensive documentation on living crackyfags as well, although I could tell that some of her files had been destroyed just before I got there there was also a subplot about ICANN approving a bunch of weird new TLDs, they seemed really stupid but they were very cheap so I registered a domain in one of them. And it turned out they didn't work like normal domains so they were useless for most purposes but could be used to send information from the future to the past. But Ophelia had one of those domains too so it turned into a bunch of overcomplicated time-war bullshit too nonlinear to be retained by a waking mind, and honestly that whole storyline probably should have been scrapped because I don't think it really went anywhere
🦊 03-Jun-22 06:19 PM
(Holly was on death list but Schwill was not, and Ophelia refused to discuss the subject) Kek, time-war shit is classified, sorry.
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anything 03-Jun-22 06:21 PM
18:21
I've been meaning to read that for a while just haven't gotten around to it
🦊 03-Jun-22 06:30 PM
I had a similar dream a few days ago but it revolved around the premise of tying together the theory that 9/11 was a magical precursor for Cracky's return being that the towers were up 33 years and then fell, Christ began his ministry in his 33rd year and got nailed for it, and guess who's 33rd birthday is coming up? But trying to redpill @anything on how it tied into the NWO was like...
18:30
https://tenor.com/view/they-live-fight-fancybear3-gif-19398342
anything
I had a long and intense dream spanning across multiple wake-ups, lasting at least 3 real-life hours, and weeks of dream-time Of course most of it is gone and forgotten Basically I dreamed that Ophelia was setting up her own Cracky websites to compete with mine, and was actively recruiting people into a "parallel crackyverse" to stand in opposition to ours And there was a bit of a "civial war" Eventually we had Ophelia isolated and encircled; I tracked her down to an underground bunker and initiated armistice negotiations We eventually agreed to merge the two crackyverses into a cracky-multiverse and she handed over all her notes and files, which were extensive she had a list of all the crackyfags who have ever died, she'd figured out who they were, including all the anons we never even had nicknames for there were about 12 in total who had died, and she had photos of about half of them, with the others still being partially unknown but she'd still found out quite a bit about them somehow (Holly was on death list but Schwill was not, and Ophelia refused to discuss the subject) the last entry on the death list was a man with the pseduonym "professor" who had killed himself recently I'm telling this a bit out of order. Going chronologically, Ophelia posted a tribute to "professor" on one of her websites after he died, but I had no idea who she was talking about so I started asking people and nobody knew the guy, and that's when I realized about the "parallel crackyverse" and that he was one of "theirs" the people who died were some of "ours" and some of "theirs"; she had extensive notes on our people too which was admirable but eventually a treaty was signed and were all one big happy Cracky family again and we could honor the dead properly, all of them, not just the ones we knew by name while they were alive (in reality I'm sure some have died who we'll never even know about) she had extensive documentation on living crackyfags as well, although I could tell that some of her files had been destroyed just before I got there there was also a subplot about ICANN approving a bunch of weird new TLDs, they seemed really stupid but they were very cheap so I registered a domain in one of them. And it turned out they didn't work like normal domains so they were useless for most purposes but could be used to send information from the future to the past. But Ophelia had one of those domains too so it turned into a bunch of overcomplicated time-war bullshit too nonlinear to be retained by a waking mind, and honestly that whole storyline probably should have been scrapped because I don't think it really went anywhere
Santi 03-Jun-22 07:30 PM
Ha. Interesting that Ophelia of all people cared so much about the community
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I had a long and intense dream spanning across multiple wake-ups, lasting at least 3 real-life hours, and weeks of dream-time Of course most of it is gone and forgotten Basically I dreamed that Ophelia was setting up her own Cracky websites to compete with mine, and was actively recruiting people into a "parallel crackyverse" to stand in opposition to ours And there was a bit of a "civial war" Eventually we had Ophelia isolated and encircled; I tracked her down to an underground bunker and initiated armistice negotiations We eventually agreed to merge the two crackyverses into a cracky-multiverse and she handed over all her notes and files, which were extensive she had a list of all the crackyfags who have ever died, she'd figured out who they were, including all the anons we never even had nicknames for there were about 12 in total who had died, and she had photos of about half of them, with the others still being partially unknown but she'd still found out quite a bit about them somehow (Holly was on death list but Schwill was not, and Ophelia refused to discuss the subject) the last entry on the death list was a man with the pseduonym "professor" who had killed himself recently I'm telling this a bit out of order. Going chronologically, Ophelia posted a tribute to "professor" on one of her websites after he died, but I had no idea who she was talking about so I started asking people and nobody knew the guy, and that's when I realized about the "parallel crackyverse" and that he was one of "theirs" the people who died were some of "ours" and some of "theirs"; she had extensive notes on our people too which was admirable but eventually a treaty was signed and were all one big happy Cracky family again and we could honor the dead properly, all of them, not just the ones we knew by name while they were alive (in reality I'm sure some have died who we'll never even know about) she had extensive documentation on living crackyfags as well, although I could tell that some of her files had been destroyed just before I got there there was also a subplot about ICANN approving a bunch of weird new TLDs, they seemed really stupid but they were very cheap so I registered a domain in one of them. And it turned out they didn't work like normal domains so they were useless for most purposes but could be used to send information from the future to the past. But Ophelia had one of those domains too so it turned into a bunch of overcomplicated time-war bullshit too nonlinear to be retained by a waking mind, and honestly that whole storyline probably should have been scrapped because I don't think it really went anywhere
Sins 03-Jun-22 07:37 PM
intense dream
19:42
i do think about schwill sometimes, despite him dying well before Cracky ever touched my life. just from reading his writings and such. i also wonder how many people that wrote those anonymous, auspicious, half-remembered phrases on bounceme that're the foundation of such a big part of my life are dead.
Sins 04-Jun-22 05:47 AM
it turned out to be a contagious dream, as well. had a similar one last night that the crackyverse was a physical place, this time up a long cargo elavator to a sea grotto cave system that bordered onto cliffs and an abandonned jungle clubhouse. kat was there, surprisingly, along with a lot of other people, including a kind of mad scientist time traveller who would phase in, mutter the same few words over and over, before cackling and announcing "i have to go back!" and repeating the time loop (maybe this was the mysterious Professor? hehe).
05:48
we took a bunch of photos and i thought "oh, these'll be so cool to show to the server once i wake up!", but, alas...
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anything 04-Jun-22 06:12 AM
I was having a not-Cracky-related dream it went on for quite a while ended up at an airport in China somehow I was in a magazine store thinking about buying a Chinese magazine as a souvenir but then I walked past their section of English-language magazines and I noticed something Camel was on the cover of Time magazine and it said something like "shocking secrets of the crackyverse" basically somebody at Time had read that article from 2013 and tracked down Camel to do a more elaborate interiew so I started flipping through the magazine looking through the article but I couldn't find it eventually I looked at the table of contents and it was very end of the magazine I had been out of touch with people due to travelling but I got on the server and said "hey everybody check out Time magazine right now" but it turned out the article wasn't online anywhere and a couple people had a copy of the magazine but it was completely different than the one I had, no Camel no article so I was the only one with access to the article meaning I had to transcribe it all but it was full of buzzwords like "queer Marxist theory" so I wasn't getting much out of it and I was trying to type it all onto the server but one of you kept begging me to upload the new Camel pics from the article (I won't name names, you know who you are)
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Santi 04-Jun-22 06:15 AM
what is "that article from 2013" ?
anything 04-Jun-22 06:15 AM
https://www.miaminewtimes.com/news/4chan-camgirl-loli-chan-grows-up-6393598
4chan Camgirl Loli-chan Grows Up
Loli-chan is a modern-day Rapunzel locked inside a South Miami fortress of rust and weeds on a dead-end street. She rarely leaves a guest house that sits in a jungle-like yard overrun with six peacocks and half as many junked cars. Ten paces away is her parents' place. Wooden boards...
06:15
Camel is quoted a couple times
Santi 04-Jun-22 06:44 AM
oh I forgot this had Camel in it
anything 04-Jun-22 07:04 AM
so something like this basically
07:04
had to bust out some super-advanced age-progression tech
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